So beautiful
Look at all that melanin 😻
I love this!! Dark skinned Asians always get pushed to the background
They’re so beautiful oh my lord
Colorism is global
You call it anxious, I call it scratching at my thumb until my skin tears, like I don’t have control over myself and I just want to hurt something. I call it shaky hands, clenching my teeth together, heart racing until it feels like I’m having a heart attack.
You call it sad, I call it laying in my bed for two days, unable to eat. Crying until my eyes are swollen shut. Accepting the fact I am disgusting, worthless, unlovable. I call it drinking until I am so numb I forget I want to kill myself. I call it unable to talk, sleep, socialise. Unable to function.
You call it happy, I call it madly in love. Like I’m floating above the clouds. Nothing can hurt anymore. I call it giggling non stop. Telling people I’m better now. Bragging about how flawless I am. I call it a rush of pure fulfilment.
You call them emotions, I call them drowning. Because nothing is ever in between. I’m all or nothing. I don’t know any middles. Everything I feel is so strong it could knock me off my feet. I call it going from suicidal to content in an hour. I call it fucking exhausting.
has anyone else’s life been really off lately or is it just me
My life just fuckin sucks so it’s normal.
marafreak